{"id":204,"date":"2019-12-31T05:23:39","date_gmt":"2019-12-31T05:23:39","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/navejar.com\/Beck\/?p=204"},"modified":"2019-12-31T18:55:01","modified_gmt":"2019-12-31T18:55:01","slug":"im-not-afraid-anymore","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/navejar.com\/Beck\/index.php\/2019\/12\/31\/im-not-afraid-anymore\/","title":{"rendered":"I&#8217;m Not Afraid Anymore."},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>The greatest fear a mother has is losing her child. When you lose a child, you lose the emotion that anchors you to this world. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p> List of things I&#8217;m not afraid of:  <\/p>\n\n\n\n<ul class=\"wp-block-list\"><li>Dying<\/li><li>Telling my truth<\/li><li>Being poor<\/li><li>Losing my job<\/li><li>Failing<\/li><li>Saying goodbye<\/li><li>Getting lost<\/li><li>Speaking in front of large groups<\/li><li>Trying new things<\/li><li>Talking to anyone regardless of position or title<\/li><\/ul>\n\n\n\n<p>Did I lose my fear or am I getting strength from Beck, my ancestors, God, Angels, and Mary? <\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/navejar.com\/Beck\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/12\/AdobeStock_177761701-1024x680.jpeg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-210\"\/><figcaption>A message from my people. <\/figcaption><\/figure>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>The greatest fear a mother has is losing her child. When you lose a child, you lose the emotion that anchors you to this world. List of things I&#8217;m not afraid of: Dying Telling my truth Being poor Losing my job Failing Saying goodbye Getting lost Speaking in front of large groups Trying new things &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/navejar.com\/Beck\/index.php\/2019\/12\/31\/im-not-afraid-anymore\/\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\"> &#8220;I&#8217;m Not Afraid Anymore.&#8221;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[6],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-204","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-my-grief-and-growth"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/navejar.com\/Beck\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/204","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/navejar.com\/Beck\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/navejar.com\/Beck\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/navejar.com\/Beck\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/navejar.com\/Beck\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=204"}],"version-history":[{"count":9,"href":"https:\/\/navejar.com\/Beck\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/204\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":234,"href":"https:\/\/navejar.com\/Beck\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/204\/revisions\/234"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/navejar.com\/Beck\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=204"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/navejar.com\/Beck\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=204"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/navejar.com\/Beck\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=204"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}